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No, I’m not a Spirit Worshiper. Or a Chinese Spy.

2/27/2014

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You may have seen the news reports this week about the group of monks and nuns protesting outside the Dalai Lama’s teachings in San Francisco. You may have seen this video clip where a nun asks him directly to allow religious freedom, and he says to her: “No. This is not religion, this worship of spirit, so that’s wrong.” 
I am a writer and a Buddhist who has been practicing the same teachings as those monks and nuns for the past ten years. And I remember the first time I had the taste of this. It was in the early-2000s and I was working as a features writer for the South China Morning Post newspaper. I was sitting in my apartment on Moon Street in Hong Kong, writing to the editor of a health and wellness magazine.  I told him that The World Peace Café had opened on Tai Wong Street East. It was a gorgeous space offering organic vegetarian food, Fairtrade teas and run by volunteers such as myself from the upstairs Buddhist meditation center. Would he be happy to list the café in his magazine?”

“No. I won’t list it,” was his response. “Do you realize that your organization is against His Holiness, the Dalai Lama?” No, I didn’t know that. In my two years of studies at the center I had heard no mention of being against any sentient being, never mind the Dalai Lama. 


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With it’s high ceilings, vases of fresh flowers and wide windows overlooking the ancient wedding card shops of old Wan Chai, the World Peace Café was run by the Vajradhara Buddhist Meditation Center—now known as the Kadampa Meditation Center Hong Kong—a Buddhist organization that I had stumbled across in 2004. I was on a mission those days to find inner peace. I thought I would need to abandon city life and travel into the mountain monasteries of nearby China to find peace, but then I saw an advert in HK Magazine announcing that The Heart Sutra, Buddha’s central teaching on emptiness or the ultimate nature of reality, was going to be taught in English. And it was going to start on Valentine’s Day.  

My teacher, Gen Kelsang Tonglam, was a Hong Kong Chinese monk with a shaved head who wore maroon and saffron robes and seemed astoundingly wise for someone in his late thirties. He radiated wisdom, compassion and humor—and would draw large audiences for his free Tuesday night meditation classes. The fact that he looked like a Buddha but spoke with a slight Northern English accent (where I was born and where he went to boarding school) only made him all the more intriguing to me.

In our Saturday afternoon Foundation Program, my 30-or so classmates and I would spend hours every week reciting and poring over The Heart Sutra, listening to our teacher read a commentary, discuss the logic, and meditate as a group. The classes were helping me start to access the inner movements of my mind. I was learning to meditate and acquire the skills to recognize, reduce and abandon negative states of mind. Through the clarity of Buddha’s wisdom teachings, I was also starting to sense the virtual architecture of samsara: the iron net of mental conditioning that keeps us trapped in suffering. The center was full of really normal people—a few hundred of them—trying to tame their minds and build inner peace. So I was stunned by the response from this editor.

What on earth was he talking about?

I went to the center to find out. My friend, Ting Ting, calmly explained that in the late 1990s, members of the Kadampa Buddhist community in the United Kingdom had organized peaceful demonstrations to ask the Dalai Lama to lift his ban of the Buddhist deity Dorje Shugden. There was a BBC story about it that year, in which the Dalai Lama says that after engaging in the practice himself until he was about 50-years-old, he decided that it was spirit worship and it was harming Tibetan independence and his own life. He made this decision in the 1970s and 20 years or so later, disharmony was arising in monestaries between those who practiced these prayers and those who did not. The Dalai Lama launched a "referendum" on this in 1998. (
You can watch the Dalai Lama speak before it began here. You can read a list of objections to the way the referendum was carried out here.)* His government in exile then sent out the directive that all monks and nuns who did not also abandon this practice be expelled from monasteries. All those who continued the practice were ostracized from society—there are accounts of people not being allowed into monestaries, denied government IDs, healthcare, access to schools and basic human rights.  

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Gelugpa Monestary. Sign reads: "Those who propitiate Dorjee Shugdan or Have Association with Followers of Shugden May Not Attend or Explore The Territory of the On Going Teaching Program."
The Dorje Shugden that I had been introduced to was quite different to this. Dorje Shugden is a dharma protector—an enlightened being and an emanation of the great teacher Je Tsongkapa and the Wisdom Buddha Manjushri. Dharma protectors are very normal things in Buddhist monasteries, and prayers to Dorje Shugden had been happening in Tibet by nearly two thirds of the population for over 350 years. A large proportion of Gelugpa lamas practiced these prayers. The renowned Third Trijang Rinpoche, Lobsang Yeshe Tenzin Gyatso (1900-1981) who was a teacher of the Dalai Lama’s and Je Pabongka (1878-1941) one of the most revered Tibetan Gelugpa lamas of all time, practiced Dorje Shugden prayers. This wasn’t a wacky spirit-worshipping fringe of society—this was a mainstream Gelugpa practice. 

My root teacher Geshe Kelsang Gyatso was a close student of Trijang Rinpoche’s and a contemporary of the Dalai Lamas—both are in the Gelugpa school. When Geshe Kelsang travelled to the United Kingdom from Nepal in the late 1970s, he brought these lineage teachings with him in their entirety. He set up the New Kadampa Tradition as a Western charitable organization. Since then, the teachings have spread to more than 1,200 meditation centers around the world. 

If you check what we get up to in these centers, it’s pretty normal Buddhist stuff. There are shrines with Buddha Shakyamuni, Avalokiteshvara, Tara and Manjushri, among many other deities including Dorje Shugden. In addition to the study classes, we engage in daily practices such as the 21 Lamrim meditations (Stages on the Path to Enlightenment), retreats and pujas such as Heart Jewel, beautiful prayers where we go for refuge to Buddha, Dharma and Sangha, generate bodhichitta (the mind of enlightenment - “may I become a Buddha for the benefit of all”), guru yoga practices, and finally short prayers to Dorje Shugden—may obstacles to my spiritual path be pacified. It is a really calm and compassionate set of prayers.

But then, in the late 2000s, demonstrations were being organized again and I had to deal with the issue first-hand. Several people from my center in Hong Kong went to Australia to ask the Dalai Lama to grant religious freedom—as more monks and nuns were suffering. I didn’t go and many others didn’t. In fact, quite a few people left the center because of all the controversy. I don’t blame them; no one wants to look like they’re against the Dalai Lama, or be taken for a crazy cult member. From the outside, those protests look just nutty. But look closer, and you will hear them just saying, please allow us to continue our religion. 

Here’s the thing I was really struggling with: I am a trained journalist, I studied philosophy and literature in university, and have books by the Dalai Lama lining my bookshelves as well as volumes by many other Buddhist teachers, all of whom I admire. I like to think of myself of a fairly sane, open-minded person with the ability to spot a cult when I see one. I remember sitting at home with an uncomfortable, tight feeling in my chest, looking at my shrine with its images of Buddha Shakyamuni, flowers and water bowl offerings and thinking, is this bad? From what I could tell, the only effect of my studies was that I was becoming more patient, happy and loving. After sitting with it for weeks, I decided to just quietly continue with my path. My teachers were too kind, rational and caring and the teachings were too valid for me to walk away from them. Things became quiet—and the storm passed. 

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Dorje Shugdan Mandala
In 2009, I moved to the East Coast of the United States with my American husband. I found my nearest Kadampa center, the Serlingpa Meditation Center in New Bedford, Massachusetts, and continued my studies on the Foundation Program this time studying Shantideva’s Guide to the Bodhisattva’s Way of Life. I also started teaching simple meditation classes as a volunteer. In January of this year, a student from the acclaimed Salt Institute for Documentary Studies in Portland, Maine, made a short film, Past Life, about my resident teacher in Massachusetts, Kelsang Pawo, and his former years as a punk rock drummer. The film was posted in a Tricycle Blog on January 13th. As soon as it went live, accusations and attacks flew into the comments section. But this time, after ten years of carefully analyzing and watching my teachers, practicing the teachings for myself and gaining first hand experience, I knew the teachings were valid and compassionate. 

So I started to do some deeper research. 

I watched this Swiss TV documentary that explains the kind of human rights violations that Dorje Shugden practitioners have been experiencing for decades. It involves a heart-breaking scene where former bodyguards of the Dalai Lama who helped him escape from Tibet to India, monks who must be in their 80s, sit by a river with tears streaming down their faces as they explain the ways in which the ban has affected them. 

I read this interview with my teacher, Geshe Kelsang, in Tricycle Magazine in 1998—where he rationally explains the history and lineage of this tradition and how all he wishes is for people to be allowed to continue these prayers. I started to see that actually, the Dalai Lama’s own teachers had practiced this—and then I began to question the motives for banning it. All I can tell from what he’s said on the subject is that the motivation is political—the practice is harming Tibet’s independence. Should a reason like this be allowed to discontinue a spiritual tradition? Or is the mixing of politics and religion no longer such a good idea in our modern world? 

I believe that the Dalai Lama is a good person with a kind heart - I have great respect for him and have been taught to always view those in ordained robes as sangha jewels and objects of my faith. This is a basic Buddhist refuge vow. I am a British-born writer who grew up in Hong Kong since the age of two; my roots and my heart lies in Hong Kong, which is currently going through a very difficult transition back to Mainland China—Hong Kong’s singular identity is coming under threat so I can identify with the Tibetan people’s fear of being wiped out. And I certainly do not want to criticize anyone else’s teacher. Faith is an essential part of Buddhist practice. However logic and rationality are also vital elements of the path, as is compassion and the precept to treat all beings with love, respect and kindness.

The protests began last Friday, February 22nd in California. They will continue in Washington D.C. next week. I don't think I'm going because, frankly, I’m not brave enough to stand on the street in protest: my ego clinging is far too strong for that. I am a writer however, so I will approach this—perhaps cowardly—by picking up my laptop and writing from my heart. 

And all I want to say is this: please may a Buddhist practice that has continued for hundreds of years be given the humanity and respect and right to continue - please may it not be banned from our world. And if the ban will not be lifted—please may the Dalai Lama offer an open dialogue on the subject. Set up an open forum with my teachers and others who have been affected by this ban to calmly, rationally, and happily discuss the subject. That’s all the protesters have been asking for. And surely that's the compassionate, Buddhist approach.   
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* This part of the blog was updated on Feb 18, 2015. 
41 Comments
Kit Gianas
2/27/2014 05:09:44 am

Thank you so much for writing this heart-felt and very informative article. xx

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Kelsang Zopa
2/27/2014 05:20:48 am

Thank you for your honesty, depth and clarity. Very encouraging and straightforward.

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Marlon Lo
2/27/2014 05:54:58 am

Thanks for given a personal account of the practice of Dorje Shugden. As a practitioner myself and one who has gone to demonstrations against the ban in the past. I have heard these two common accusations about us that we are spirit worshippers and Chinese spies. Your writing will surely clarity and inspire those who are confused about this practice and motivated by reason to learning more about. Keep on writing and may Dorje Shugden's wisdom guide you.

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Eva Ilona Brzeski
2/27/2014 07:49:02 am

A thoughtful and heartfelt exploration of a complex subject. May it bring great clarity and benefit to all. Thank you.

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Kelsang Tara
2/27/2014 09:15:04 am

Thank you <3

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Lucy H James
2/27/2014 09:17:46 am

Very nice, thank you.

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Jan Moloney
2/27/2014 10:05:12 am

Thank you so much for your great kindness in helping all living beings, with this very honest factual essay.

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robert
2/27/2014 10:33:33 am

Thankyou

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Julia Strohm
2/27/2014 10:58:53 am

Beautiful, honest + straightforward. Many thanks to you.

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Nancy
2/27/2014 11:18:27 am

This is a great article. Thank you Clare.

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John Stanley
2/27/2014 11:26:21 am

A very comprehensive account of your experience, and a clear explanation of the situation . I think it is wonderful that you have empathised with those of us who do not feel comfortable enough to protest yet support the cause.

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Dana
2/27/2014 11:28:46 am

Very moving Clare. It spoke to me, thanks for writing.

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Kitt Fraser
2/27/2014 11:44:48 am

Thank you, very thoughtful.

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Joey Chan
2/27/2014 01:03:43 pm

Very good, Claire. May everyone be happy, May everyone be free from suffering... May everyone enjoy religious freedom and all human rights.

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Kelsang Nyema
2/27/2014 02:07:19 pm

Gorgeous :-)

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Davina Leu
2/27/2014 02:29:03 pm

Beautifully written. Thank you so much for this. I don't think it could have been stated any better.

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Tohmas
2/27/2014 04:32:42 pm

Thank you for such kindness and clarity.

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Gen-la Khyenrab
2/27/2014 05:20:45 pm

Well balanced and fair writing. Thank you for your clarity.

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Raka
2/27/2014 08:47:54 pm

Put very well - thank you xx

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Veronica Lisenbee
2/27/2014 09:27:34 pm

Thank you so much for this article and the history about this conflict.

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Jack Piney
2/27/2014 10:22:19 pm

Thank you, your views are clear and kind, and your wish to pick up your laptop, find and write about the truth is a strong wish, far from cowardly, your are a lamp. Thank you again.

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Sue Jenkins
2/27/2014 11:36:24 pm

Thank you. Your clear and honest article is very helpful. I hope that it is heard where it needs to be heard.

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Len Foley
2/28/2014 02:29:53 am

Thank you for sharing your heartfelt experiences about Dorje Shugden and the New Kadampa Tradition. What you have written is the truth. Well Done!

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Kelsang Gamo
2/28/2014 02:41:21 am

Beautiful! Thank you so much.

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Louise Lee
2/28/2014 02:55:29 am

Thank you for your informative article. Could you, or anyone, explain further the reasoning why worship of Dorge Shugdan would affect Tibetan independence. Sorry for not quite understanding this. Thanks.

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Clare Morin
2/28/2014 07:30:09 am

Dear All in this thread - thank you so much for your amazing comments, I am so deeply moved.

Louise: Thank you so much for your comment - I think that only the Dalai Lama can answer your question fully, I don't understand either. With love, Clare

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Hazel Bates
2/28/2014 08:05:07 am

Thank you so much for your clear explanation.

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Vide Kadampa
2/28/2014 09:59:31 am

Thank you for writing this.

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Ben
2/28/2014 10:15:12 am

May everyone be happy.

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Jirina
2/28/2014 01:36:40 pm

Thank you. It is beautifully writen and honest.

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Jendreik
3/1/2014 05:49:40 am

Very good, rational and peaceful blog. Thank you!

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Mark E Davis
3/1/2014 05:27:55 pm

Dear Clare, thank you so much for writing on this topic. Maybe in a strange way it will help China in her search for religious freedom.

May all beings know Buddha's Compassion & Blessings.

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simone
3/3/2014 02:07:29 am

Thanks for sharing your journey with this issue. Lovely read!

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Carol
3/7/2014 12:25:23 am

Thank you.

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Rita Loy
3/9/2014 08:01:48 am

You have said it so very well. I have been accused of being many things from being weird to an abomination. I know what it is like to be a part of a group that is put down because I do not fit the standard gender binary being a transsexual. But being a spy for the Chinese Government not that is the most dumb thing I have ever heard of just because I practice what I and my fellow Kadampas believe.

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Fee
3/11/2014 01:18:29 pm

thank you so much for this article it hits a similar feeling in me and also you explain the situation very wisely thank you

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Lynn Darnton
5/11/2014 03:14:16 pm

Thank you for your beautifully written and heartfelt account. I am an ordinary person not of high social status and not trained in the art of writing. Having been unable to attend any of the demonstrations, my contribution will be writing letters to various heads of state about this issue. But I have struggled with my writing style for a couple of weeks. Your letter is so inspirational, hopefully helping me to learn how to write from the heart yet also clearly and concisely.
Thank you

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Kelsang Sangzin (Rachel Li)
1/24/2015 08:37:25 am

Thank you so much for your writing from your heart.

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Joel Steele
2/10/2015 12:40:55 am

Thank you for writing this. My personal story is very similar, it is a shock at first to discover what it is happening, and that initial time of researching and confusion isn't much fun, but I think you come out the other side with strong convictions, you know what you believe and why. Otherwise, with the current pressure from other Buddhist groups it could be easier to give up, so it pushes you to authenticate your own lineage and teachings and guru, and then you are stronger in your practice.

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Lucy Carrington
2/14/2015 11:41:50 pm

" His government in exile sent out the directive that all monks and nuns who did not also abandon this practice be expelled from monasteries." This is a lie. Due to the conflict in the monasteries between the pro-Shugden and anti-Shugden monks the Dalai Lama siad a vote should be held on whether the monasteries should continue to support Shugden practice. The vote was held according to the democratic system laid out in the Vinaya for resolving such disputes. The Shugden monks lost. The two factions then split, with the Shugden faction taking its fair share of the monastery's resources and assets. No one was made homeless. The ISC's own video on the matter included fake footage of Burmese monks on almsrounds and tried to pass the images off as proof of monks being made homeless. While calling the Dalai Lama a liar, we see the ISC campaign using deception, fabrication, exaggeration and outright lies again and again. Such hypocrisy!

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Clare
2/15/2015 02:45:48 am

Dear Lucy
Thank you so much for your comment. I've noticed there's been quite a strange absence of investigative reporting around this issue. I've tried my best to hunt around and find resources to help me better understand. If you had some resources that explained that voting process further I would love to have a read. As Joel's comment above mentioned, one thing I have come to understand from this situation, from my own experience as a Buddhist practicioner, is that the path I am following works so beautifully for me and my mind. I can't say for others, but for me it truly resonates and helps me. I love the teachings my teacher is giving me, and I find my dharma protector practice of Dorje Shugdan so helpful for me in taming my many delusions. I would love it if these different Buddhist teachers could gather, drink tea, laugh, chat, and explore this issue. Maybe it is arising out of Buddhism's journey to the West. Maybe it is something that has been happening for hundreds of years and beyond the scope of people like me to try to solve. I don't know. But I do know that we are all equal living beings, and we should cherish one another. With love, Clare

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