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On Mind Protection

12/6/2017

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​Two weeks ago, at 5:15pm the day before Thanksgiving, my husband Tim had a major accident. For those of you who are friends with me on Facebook, you may have read what I posted the following morning:

I am grateful for the woman with the calm and kind voice on the 911 call, who told me what to do. ​

To the paramedics who appeared minutes later and carried Tim onto a stretcher, down rain-covered steps and into the ambulance. 


I am grateful to all the drivers I saw on the highway as I followed behind the flashing red and blue lights. To every single driver that pulled aside to let the ambulance pass. 

I am grateful to the doctor and nurses, to that entire building full of people trained in caring for humans that we found ready and waiting to help. The young doctor who did the MRA scan and found most of the ribs on Tim's left side broken but miraculously the lungs full, miraculously the inner organs unaffected.

I am grateful to the Family of Morins and Tyrrells who texted, called, said they’d do anything, and a global community of sangha jewels who sent Buddha’s blessings, mantras of protection. I’m grateful to my teacher for teaching me how to sit and hold love in my heart and know that life is simply about these moments. How developing wisdom and compassion and helping those in need really is the real meaning of our lives.

And now home, with Tim by my side.


​Gratitude.
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In the two weeks since that accident, I have met my Dharma practice in a way I've never met it before. And by this I mean that my Dharma and meditation practice has come to life in a new way. ​

When things like this accident occur in life, when our sense of normalcy and stability falls away, we can become terrified. Everything we thought we knew about the parameters of our days, changes. It's easy in these moments to become scared, to want to run away, to sit down and weep.

In the past two weeks, there have been so many challenges. The intense pain my husband has felt. The numerous times we've had to bundle him into a car in the freezing cold and drive down to Portland to find a doctor. There's been that dizzying moment of modern American life, when it feels like there isn't a safety net below you. There's just you, and the corporations. 

In these moments, it's easy for the mind to freak out. 

The first one, I don't remember what it was about, but my mind was starting to move in the direction of worry. I was lying there in bed in the middle of the night. I could feel every pore in my body tighten. It felt like the wolves of stress were starting to circle and pace around my mind. 

But what occurred next was remarkable. Words started to speak to me. Literally, words began to ring out within my mind, the words of the Bodhisattva Langri Tangpa, an 11th century Buddhist master from Tibet:

"With the intention to attain
The ultimate, supreme goal
That surpasses even the wish-granting jewel,
May I constantly cherish all living beings."


This is the first verse from his poem Eight Verses of Training the Mind (Tibetan: Lojong Tsig Gyema) a poem I've been attempting to memorize in my Buddhist study program. We've been studying this poem for the past couple of years, reciting it aloud each week.

As I lay in bed that night, the poem spoke to me. All I needed to do was listen. And my mind changed in that moment. It switched from negative to positive, like a light came on.

​I got up out of bed, walked into my study, turned on the light, got that book off the bookshelf, sat down, opened it and allowed its truth and beauty, its courageous strength, to speak to me.

The poem is all about how to transform difficulty into the path to enlightenment. It is a famous text in the lojong tradition of ancient India and Tibet. "Lojong" translates as "mind training" and these teachings are extraordinarily relevant for modern, challenging times. They arose in India when leprosy ravaged regions. They're about building resilience and the highest of all human states, enlightenment, from the raw material of adversity. It is about taking the most difficult elements of human life, and using it to train in becoming our best possible selves, awakening our potential. 

Meet it with love, we are encouraged. Meet it with patient acceptance and compassion. Transform this. Use this.
If you let it, this could be your greatest teacher.  

There have been quite a few moments like this over the past couple of weeks, when the lines that I've studied have come in to help me. I've been moving towards panic, and suddenly one of the teachings I've learned has appeared like a lightbulb in the mind, conveying its wisdom—utterly illuminating my mind and pulling me into peace and space and possibility.

And the key realization I've been having is this: That meditation practice is all about mind protection. That's what the word "Dharma" means. It's a Sanskrit word that means "protection" and it's taken me 14 years of practice to understand why. 

Meditation is about learning to cultivate powerful, positive new habits within the mind. It's about teaching the mind how to move out of the tangle of pain and suffering and into love, acceptance and positivity, again and again. We train like this, day in, day out. 

Why? Because when the crisis hits, when adversity slams on your kitchen door and takes up a seat at the family dinner table, those words, those trainings, those impulses towards wisdom and compassion, are there for you.

​All that practice now functions as your greatest protector; to lift you up again. To pull you back onto your feet. So that you can face the light again. So that you can be there to love others and look after them when they need it most.

​So that you can use it all to become a better human being. 


Photo credit: Pixabay, via CCO
12 Comments
San gibson
12/7/2017 10:25:49 am

Thank you for sharing , encouraging and inspiring 💚

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Sabine Beisler
12/7/2017 03:24:40 pm

I too want to thank you, Clare, for sharing your experience! It is inspiring.

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Clare
12/9/2017 04:15:34 pm

Thank you so much for reading XXX

Jen Haggerty
12/7/2017 07:34:57 pm

That was an absolutely beautiful peice. Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts. I'm so inspired to sit down in front of my shine with one of my books and just let the words wash over me just as you did. Thank you so much for being such an incredible example.

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Clare
12/9/2017 04:16:14 pm

Thank you Jen! XX

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VacantCloud1
12/8/2017 05:14:34 am

This is exemplary!I rejoice in your Lojong practice!May we all train in the same way.Thank you xxx

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Clare
12/9/2017 04:17:16 pm

Thank you so much

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Belle Schwartz
12/8/2017 09:36:44 am

I rejoice in your realization of refuge and transforming obstacles into the path🙏💗🙏.

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Clare
12/9/2017 04:18:58 pm

Thank you so much Belle, on a second read of the blog, it occurred to me that all those lightbulb moments were in fact blessings, we're being helped.

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Tony
12/8/2017 08:29:13 pm

Keeping the mind open in times of crisis is not easy. Your article makes such simple sense and encourages me to keep on with mind training, recognising the need for persistence in the ultimate goal to benefit myself and others. 🙏

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Clare
12/9/2017 04:18:03 pm

Yes, persistence is just it. Geshe-la's utterly simple yet perfect word of "familiarity" kept coming to me - that's it!!

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Amelia link
12/15/2017 10:59:20 am

Thank you, I am in bed after an extensive surgery, all my prayers for all of you. It is hard, yet we’re so blessed we can have the opportunity to grow and arrive to a facility we’re the most will be done for our recovery. We have road, vehicle, and no war. We are so blessed and in the hands of Buddha. Love always Amelia

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